Take it easy...

I´m sitting here, wating for an answer.. the answer that could change my entire life... I don´t know if all the answers are good or bad, they are just answers.. "calm down. Relax. Take it easy.." I said to myself... "everything is going to be alright..." but how can I be that sure?...I know that everything has a solution, except death.... But what if the solution is not the best way?... how do I know that it isn´t the best way?...People tell us what´s wrong and what is good, but they don´t know all the plans, the important things that are in danger... in danger to stay in my imagination... in just plans.... How could I quit my plans?.. I just can´t... I refuse to... totally...

In every decision, in every choice that we make... we reject thousands of opportunities... other posibilities that could make a complete change in our lives... but when we choose, we have to be 100% sure... there are no regrets... life goes on... we are constantly risking opportunities... we choose... and it could be the worst option... but we have to get up, pick up the trash, and go on... there isn´t other way... not for me... giving up is not option for me...

The things that we can and we must choose, is the learning that our desicion gave us... we can take the best of every moment in our life... or we can throw it to the garbage, and never learn anything from it... For me, life is a constant learning...the world goes on... time never stops... we have the power in our lives. ok, we are not completly free... freedom is relative... And for me, my freedom is inside me... I depend of my parents, they give me everything I need to survive: food, education, clothes, love, support... but in the end I´m at their home, And I have to folllow the rules, even if I don´t agree with them...

I´m thankful for everything they have given to me...I´m worried...yes. I have fears... yes. I don´t want them to feel unhappy ...They gave me too much, even if I didn´t ask for it... I want to pay them back for all of what they are doing for me by doing the best I can. I don't think I could handle to know that I have disappointed...

But I trust.... I trust in my future, in my decisions, in my actions...I know that everything is going to be alright... I just have to go on, live with all my potential and try to do my best... it´s all my duty. Life is working on my destiny. I have to enjoy it, and go with the flow...